I was in need of rest, rest from my mind and rest from the lies that somehow creeped back into my mind after years of being free. How do you recover when your mind relapses? I was a mess and I was broken. Life in Nashville was difficult for me. Returning to the states is never easy and reverse culture shock hits you hard. I'm still dealing with it and processing situations that happened a year ago. It sucks, and to be in Iceland of all places is even more crazy.